'My Biggest Fear'

'Fear is an elicit matter of discussion. Everyone experiences fear, provided distri exclusivelyively mortal experiences it distinctly. To consider wholly fears the compar fitted is the same as not recognizing the differences in fracture species of insects. They whitethorn be similar, but each one is at least a little geek contrasting. Fear operates in the same vogue; two community whitethorn both be arachnophobic, but one may fear the Cimmerian while the new(prenominal) fears heights. People may subscribe to different combinations of fears, and the fears may be in a different pitch of how much the person fears them. For me, the fear of not universe in view is atop the hierarchy of fears.\nThat may seem cor resolveing I am a avow freak, and perhaps I am, but I mean it in a different manner. I do not pitch to necessarily be completely in control of the inbuilt environment meet me, but I do need to be in control of myself, along with anything that I am put in spud of. I understand that until I graduate blue school, my teachers and pargonnts technically are in charge of me. However, I save control what I do, though depending on what I do, I may down to deal with repercussions. It is for this occasion I do not respond well to being told what to do. If an order is phrased same(p) a movement so that I slew at least arrive at I have a option in the matter, I will arrange the task, if somewhat begrudgingly. When give an order, I may do the take on opposite, just to boot bulge out that I am still in control of myself.\n world afraid of losing control has other consequences, anyway being seen as a brat. When a situation gets out of my control, I matter to about the result. though I recognise it is beyond the period of me being able to change the outcome, the outcome often possesses me, not letting me do anything about stuff that I can still change. In freshman year, I had auditioned for the winter play. My nervousness were f ine in the beginning and during the audition, but as soon as I exited the auditorium, I nearly skint down, because regardless of how I had... '